Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Suck it up, princess!

That's basically what my dad told me last night (if he talked like Star or Jeanne), when I was talking to him. I was telling him that I had finally figured out the reason I am feeling all blah is because for the last several months I've had this BIG event to stress and be excited about and now its over and I have to get back to the same old of normal life (good god, is that a run on sentence). It was comforting in a "not what I want to here" kind of way, but comforting nonetheless.

So. I'm going to suck it up and think about the good things in my life.

1. A husband who tells me he loves me every day (this is where you all gag and/or say awwww!)

2. Shoes that fit.

3. I am stunning in purple.

4. I'm excited about NoNaNoNoNoWriNoMo. (Raven, I'm going to try taking surrealist-ish pictures with my digital camera.)

5. Only 2 more days this month that need to start a 5 a.m.

6. Tonight is a full lunar eclipse. It should be really pretty! And I have friends to watch it with.

7. A dad who cares enough just to call and talk.

8. A good book. I'm reading a book about mummies right now. I think I may have missed my calling as an archeologist.

and 1/2. Ooooo, shiny.

What are 8 and 1/2 good things in you life. Please post in the comments.


Monday, October 25, 2004

Pinkie and the Blah

Davyd and I spent Saturday together. It was his first day off since we got back from Banff (I so don't miss 10 day stretches!). It was nice. We work such different schedules sometimes that we hardly see eachother and I miss him. We didn't really do anything particularly exciting; bought a NEW vacuum, went grocery shopping, watched Angel on DVD. It was nice to just "be" together.

Lately I've been feeling really flat (no bust jokes please). I'm not excited about things, or sad, or mad, or really happy, or even particularly depresssed. I'm just okay. Its one of the things I hate about being on anti-depressants. Sure, I'm not depressed but I don't feel anything else either. I miss the passion I once had; the fire in the belly.

Maybe its just a part of growing up. I was talking to Star not that long ago about being a teenager and how we wouldn't want to go back. The crying all the time and the angst. But sometimes I would go back just for the passion. I wonder if it would be worth it...


Friday, October 22, 2004

The Edge
By Michael Card
Most of us will never know
How dark this world can seem
When life becomes more nightmare
Than a dream
But to all of you who have survived
A visit to the edge
I trust that you will understand this pledge
I promise I will always leave
The darkness for the light
I swear by all that's holy
I will not give up the fight
I'll drink down death like water
Before I ever come againto that dark place
Where I might make
The choice for life to end
I found that as I traveled
Through the inscape of my life
That mountaintops make valleys in between
And when that nameless sadness
Like a cloud comes over me
I look back on all the brightness
I have seen

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Bothersome Questions

In the last few days, I've had many people tell me that there's "something different about you". It's strange, because I don't feel any different really. I know that people expect that marriage is really supposed to change things but I've basically been living like I was married for 2 years, so why should things change now?

Maybe it doesn't have anything to do with my marriage. Have any of you noticed anything "different" about me?


Monday, October 18, 2004

Wintery Wonders and Dusty Depths

I'm glad to be back at work. I'm one of those people who has to have something to take them out of the house and keep them busy or they got completely nuts (rather than the mostly crazy that's my norm). Last week, I was starting to go nuts. I was fine as long as we had plans and were doing things but once Davyd went back to work and I was by myself things got a bit less than lucid.

Saturday's cleaning party at Star and Eric's really fun. We did accomplish some stuff (Sana's closet, the study is more organized). Supper was fabulous. Starlin' can cook for me anytime. The apple pork roast was amazing and the gingerbread cake scrumptous.

Yesterday, I actually accomplished some cleaning in my apartment. It has been a disaster area since before the wedding. We ran out of time before going on holiday and didn't get anything tidied. During my week off, I couldn't find the energy or motivation to pick stuff up. But I knew there were going to be gamers coming over on Sunday night and it was SO not fit for human habitation (yes, gamers are humans too). I did a bunch of laundry, got the living room mostly straightened, cleaned the bathroom, and washed some dishes. It felt good to get some of that stuff done finally.

I think when the cleaning co-op comes to my house, we'll have to tackle the storage closet.


Friday, October 15, 2004

Read Today's Other Post First!

Thrusday, Oct. 7

Davyd apparently tried to set the alarm so we could get up this morning. It didn't work. At 9:15, I woke up. I had a massage appointment a 10. We would have made it on time too, except that the directions we had were from someone who buses/walks everywhere and we were driving. We went by it 3 times before we realized that it was the place. The massage was DIVINE! The man who did it, Phil, was quite cute. He used lavender based oil and concentrated on my back and neck. I nearly fell asleep except for the delicious pain. It took me several minutes to get my wits about me afterwards. I'll have to do that again... Thanks Kristin.

In the afternoon, D and I went to the Royal British Columbia Museum to see the Eternal Egypt exhibit. It was really cool. Many of the pieces have never left the British Museum before so it was a rare show. There were lots of statues, relief carvings, busts, paintings, scrolls (from a Book of the Dead) and stuff. They only had one mummy and sarcophagus. The exhibit was more about the Art of Ancient Egypt rather than the history (we had hoped for more history) but it was still good. I think I enjoyed more than D but that's about par.

We went through most of the other exhibits in the Museum as well. I was most impressed by the Aboriginal display. I've been to our provincial museum in Edmonton many, many times and enjoy the Native display there but it was nothing compared to the BC one. Most of it comes from the differences in the complexity of the cultures. The Natives in Alberta spent so much of their time just surviving in the harsh climate and following their food supply that they didn't leave a lot of art and cultural history. If you have to pack everything, you don't have a lot of non-essentials. The Aboriginals in the Lower Mainland and the islands had a steady food supply and much milder climate to deal with. They had time to create amazing carvings and and a very rich culture. Their stone carvings and masks were beautiful. They wove spectacular blankets from mountain goat hair.

The things that impressed me the most though were the plank boxes. They are made from cedar planks taken from live trees. Apparently, cedar has very straight gain and one can take planks out of a standing tree with a chisel and mallet. The boxes were made by carving three grooves in the plank (dividing the plank into the 4 sides of the box) on the part that would be the inside of the box. The grooves were then steamed and bent to 45 degree angles. The ends were carved to fit together in a mitered corner and fastened with pegs. A bottom was also added with pegs and a removeable top was made. These boxes ranged insize from jewelery box to trunk size. The outsides were also often carved and painted.

Thursday night, we went to supper with Davyd's sister, Kristin. It was nice to have another person to contribute to conversation (D and I had mostly run out of things to say by Wednesday at supper time.)

I was still sick...


Friday, Oct. 8

We slept late on Friday and since we were planning on going whale watching and I was sick and it was raining, we decided it would be good to find me a travel mug to take some hot tea. We wandered around the mall and window shopped as well.

Then we went whale watching. This was definately the highlight of the week. We saw a sub-pod of killer whales, with about 10 animals. When we first saw them, they were split into 2 groups. As we got closer we realized the smaller group had a baby with it. The captain of our boat said he had seen the same animals the day before and they didn't have a baby. The little one was less than 24 hours old! He was sooo CUTE!!!! There were 2 other boats of whale watchers and it was neat to see how the captains co-operated so that everyone got to have a close look at the baby. At one point the whales passed about 20 feet from the stern of our boat. The mother and baby surfaced right behind us. We got a really good look at him. He was actually orange where he you would expect him to be white; very cute. We got close to them by running the boat ahead of the pod and cutting the motor where they would be in a couple of minutes. We also saw harbour porposes, seals, and lots of birds.

It rained the whole time we were out and I didn't have a proper raincoat (I packed in about half an hour. I was impressed I remembered a coat at all). When we got back to the wharf, we got a coffee and bought me a new fleece hoodie because I was wearing all my warm cloths amd they were WET.

I'm sure it didn't help me get over being sick any faster...


Saturday, October 9

On the last day we were in Victoria, I was really feeling rotten. We went to the Miniture Mueseum at the Empress Hotel. It was cool but I think Davyd enjoyed more then I (as par). There were many very cool train diaramas and doll houses.

We went to Sidney (near the airport) to do some shopping and site seeing before our plane took off. We wandered through a few shops (they have lots of book stores) but I just didn't have any energy. We went to the airport early, intending to get some food first but when we checked our bags, they told us we could take an earlier flight to Vancouver and hang out there instead of in the itty-bitty Victoria airport. Did you know it only takes 12 minutes to fly from Victoria to Vancouver? We had a lot of time to hang around and eat in the airport. Mostly it was boring; I had a nap.

The flight was a bit terbulant and landing was a bitch. The change in pressure, combined with being sick, made my ears HURT!! I was nearly in tears by the time we touched down.


All in all, it was a good honeymoon, other than the being sick part...


No Net, No Posts...

Sorry about my lollyblogger-ness but I haven't had a net connection for longer than 15 minutes (where I checked other blogs) since the last post. So I now I'll update y'all on the rest of the honeymoon and since (many on you will have heard about it, but this is mostly for posterity) .

Tuesday, October 5 - Wet, yet again...
This was our day to go shopping in Vancouver. We went down to Gastown and picked up many souvenirs and saw the Steam Clock. It was drizzling the whole time but was fairly fun anyway.

One of the most remarkable things (to me) about downtown Van are the pedestrians. They have no respect for traffic flow. I can't count the number of times that a car would miss judge the space available on the other side of an intersection (ending up blocking the cross road), the light would change, the cars wouldn't move ahead quickly enough, the pedestrians would start across the crosswalk before the car in the intersection could clear it, thereby blocking the cross traffic. It was crazy.

Davyd and I decided before we left Edmonton that we needed new hats (and since you can't buy a decent hat in our beloved city), we would look whilst honeymooning. We went to I Love Hats on Broadway, parked our car at a meter a couple of blocks away and put in enough money in for 2 hours. I bought a lovely top hat and my boy got 2 fedoras (he couldn't decide between the black and the grey so he went with both). On the way back to the car we stopped for lunch.

While we were eating it started to rain. We bundled ourselves up as best as possible (I got out the umbrella) and started back to the car. When we got to the end of the block we had parked on, we stopped. "Where's the car. I'm sure we parked on this block. Yes, there's the orca we parked beside." We walked back to the meter, it still had 40 minutes left. But it also had a sign stating that it was a no parking zone from 3:00 to 6:00 pm. We had parked at about 2:00. They had towed our car!!! Davyd called the number on the pole and got the address for the impound lot. It was only about 10 blocks away. We decided we could walk that far; it would be an adventure!

We started down the street and soon realized we'd be crossing the Grandville Street Bridge. It was cool. Cold even. The wind was really blowing in up that high and it was raining really hard. The wind actually turned my umbrella inside-out (I thought that only happened in movies). But we did get a really good look at the Kids' Only Market from above and saw a cute little harbour ferry.

Eventually, did get to the lot and $85 later had our car back.

That evening we went to my Uncle's for dinner with his family. They recently moved from Edmonton to Coquitlam. Their new house is beautiful and we had fun talking and playing games.

The drive was 'interesting'. It took us an hour and a half to drive to Coquitlam and 20 minutes to drive back to Vancouver. We took the same route. The difference: Traffic. They have these crazy pedestrian lights that change right when you push the button, regardless of what the other lights on the road are doing. It makes traffic very start-stop. "Freeway" doesn't seem to be part of that reality.

That evening I also started to get a sore throat...

Wednesday, Oct. 6

Wednesday, we planned to take the ferry to the Island.

I woke up with a really sore throat, swollen glands and a cough. Yay. I was getting sick on my honeymoon. Oh the romance...

We checked out of the hotel early and went to the mall in search of Buckley's and Tylenol. And to look for some more souvenirs. And some CDs to listen to in the car. We were given a HMV gift certificate and had forgotten to pack any discs.

Our ferry was leaving from Horseshoe Bay for Nanimo. We drove up the coastal road and since we had lots of time, stopped at Lighthouse Park. When I was at camp, my friends and I spent a lazy day there climbing the rocks and picnicing. Davyd and I walked down one of the paths through the forest toward the lighthouse. Lighthouse park is on a penisula covered in old growth forest. The trees are huge (we saw one with a diameter larger than my armspan) and the whole place smells wet and alive. It was an amazing experience. Our pictures really don't do it justice.

The lighthouse was also really cool. Very much the classic white and red lighthouse.


The ferry ride was a ferry ride. I'm a little jaded about BC Ferries after having ridden on them most weekends for 2 summers with 60 screaming 7-12 year olds. The ride with Davyd was much quieter. There were a tour group of Japanese students on board but they weren't my responsibility. :)

The neatest part of the ferry ride was the seagulls. There were about 10 of them that followed the boat all the way across the Strait. Seagulls are surprisingly graceful birds, when they aren't scavenging McDonald's leftovers from parking lots in land locked cities.

The drive down to Victoria from Nanimo was beautiful. The mountains and the trees and the water. Sigh. There are several mismatched bridges along that stretch of Highway 1. I imagine they come from the highway having been a single lane in each direction and then building a new, different style of bridge for the twin. (Wow, that sentence doesn't make that much sense!)

Our room in Victoria was a nice normal hotel room and I was very glad to fall in to bed that night. It was a long day and I was getting sicker...


Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Honeymooning has been great.

The hotel room is fabulous! Its an executive suite and is probably bigger than Davyd's apartment. At the same time its cozy and comfortable too.

Yesterday, we went to the Aquarium here in Vancouver. I'm always amazed at the life that's in the ocean. The lakes at home in Alberta have lots of fish and plants but nothing compared to the ocean; everything is a live. The local exhibits reminded me of my time on Pender (sigh! I miss it.) My favourite things were the otters. They're SO cute! The belugas were really neat too. They were the first real whales I've ever seen. The big male was blowing bubble rings (like a smoke ring) under the water and then sucking them back up. It looked really cool.

On a slightly different note, we may have some problems identifying who some of our presents are from. You see, in a classic example of miscommunication, Davyd took all the cards off the presents (I had asked him to gather the cards, meaning the loose ones, so we could take them with us to open while we were gone). It is understandable though, I wasn't clear and we only had 2 hours to buy lugage, pick up perscriptions and pack before we left so we were both a little harried. I'm sure it's a story we'll tell our grankids. :)

Monday, October 04, 2004

As most of you know, the wedding went wonderfully. I had a really good day with surprisingly little stress (I had some nerves during the ceremony). I highly recommend letting your fiance plan the wedding (just make sure you have vito power on everything).

Some highlights:

- French toast made by my favourite Pixie
- the Imperial March
- Dad's new suit (it has fuzzy suede yokes)
- Davyd looked really good in his tux
- The Dress (thanks again Mom)
- the flowers were lovely
- Miriam
- Seeing my nieces, Amber and Katrina (they're really becoming young women)
- Just hanging out in the Lee Pavillion after the ceremony
- Pictures in the Grant MacEwan Library (mmmm...Books)
- Pictures, pictures, pictures taken by my favourite Starlin'
- Seeing my friends I don't see enough
- Maskwa burning several copies of the pictures, just in case something happened (I love geeks!!!)
- Dancing!
- The last dance with my Dad
- Telling the world how I feel about Davyd and that I want to spend the rest of my life with him
- Gorra bring me a sandwich and water before the ceremony
- being surrounded by competent, trustworthy people (Thanks to everyone who helped out; you made my Day much more enjoyable)

It was a good day.